Beyond of Desire

I can´t shoot you again, leave me alone, where am i?

i am in rotation, walking slowly, descending through

this silence with elegance but sounds like pain, not

understanding, not resurrection, like meeting the

same strange and he want me today.

I can´t breath but feels ok, i do not understand but

I'm going to anywhere, feels like I have been here before,

the colors and textures are just the same, this is the

way I'm going to survive? I do not want to be.

I'm floating, this is absolutely beautiful and frozen,

my body is losing its way, I can see me everywhere

I do not want to think what I'm thinking, feels like you

do not have more time.

Do not stop thinking, why I'm feeling this way?, what´s

that over there?.... hey you! stop please, do not go!

I can´t remember you?, what are you? please,

let me move, do not do this, it hurt! my god, don't!

I´m melting me between burning and pain.

Im looking like a stone, what´s going on?

I'm floating again, how much time I'm going

to stay? I suppose you win,  I'm in rotation once

again, running away, always into the same place,

i can´t cry, i do not want to see me this way, I swear

if you let me get back... I will change everything.

The silence of the knowledge, out of light, just me

and no body else, describe the no form of my body,

soul and mind, there are no any associations from reality,

from the miracle of life.

Every one have their own cycle, do not turn off by

yourself your own light, try to arrive until the end,

this is not the only place you have to survive.

dedicated to Alexander Mcqueen

who committed suicide in London 2010