SPECIAL CONNECTION

It was totally and completely wonderful

the night bring to us "the true of feelings"
the movement of the sounds took us so really far away
definitely, it was a chance to meet you.

I do not know who i suppose to be, but you was there

behind my own eyes, behind my back
i have been thinking so many things, because of you
and i do not want to stop thinking about you
that´s the trek of life, you are here with me
and sometimes you are not.

I always wished to find this Special Connection

my heart is beat in, because i want it

declining because i do not know

where i can find you.

I just want to return to that place, so close

so significant, see your eyes open

i just want to live, this with out future

with out pass, when you will be around.

What is it with you?, you say anything

i would love to be, i would love to be with you

shining as beautiful you are, getting loose

on the space and return to that place

just because of you.

LE REGARD

Je ne savais rien, le regard m´a permi

de comprendre, ce soir là, je me suis perdu

dans mon propre regard, je ne sais vraiment

pas si j´était là, mais j´ai vu ma propre

lumière tout au fond de moi.

C´était beau, magnifique, incroyable,

jusqu´au moment on s´est rendu compte

de la troisième personne qui était là

ce quelque chose, comprenait ma pensée,

mes sensations, mes peurs.

Il était là, il y avait la lumière,

il y avait l´obscurité et Il y avait

l´infini qui gardais nos meilleurs

souvenirs.

C´est à toi de choisir, j´écoutais lointain,

on parlais de surprises, des mystères

Ce genre de situations que nous font

du mal parce qu´on a l´habitude de

regarder nos propres sombritudes fixées avec

des réponses pour nous guérir.

Au-delà de toi, de moi, de tout ce qui

est autour, on ne savais rien,

et le regard nous a permis de comprendre.

Escarbando Emociones

En mi plenitud de dos caras, 4 prismas y un recuerdo,
flores mágicas carbonizadas en uno de esos, me tomaron

de mi alma y junto con el viento me llevaron hacia

tierras infinitas de emociones y verdades.

Fue allí donde quise escapar, fue allí donde no
te encontré, fue allí donde te olvidé, respirando polvo
y cenizas en recuerdos sucumbidos de montañas y rios
que nunca debieron existir, creí no aguantar con tanto
silencio, tanto misterio, tanto.

Tus preguntas me ponían nervioso y todas mis ansias
mermaban sin control está vida de poeta y nada más,
se mezclaban con tus murmullos, me acariciaban en
mi piel, y deslastraban el ruido inminente del amor,
de la pasión, de lo mágico, de lo intangible.

El tiempo no cedío y ya no estás aquí, ni en mi mente,
ni en éste frio lugar, pero si en mi corazón, el que
bombea toda está emoción, el culpable de alejarme
de ti, el culpable de permitir que otros contaminen
esté bello planeta si ingenuo y aventurero.

Ya no le tengo miedo a mi mente, porque lo que quiero,
no lo tengo y cuando lo tengo ya no lo quiero, tal vez
vivir en el más allá escarbando emociones no sea tán
ilógico del todo, pero es mi vía de escape, mi única
solución de lo real y no real que me mantiene alejado
del hambre colectiva común, de la busqueda del simple
denominador, el que mendiga su fantasía diaria por
placeres mundanos siempre enfrentado la mentira y
el desamor, dando la espalda a su propia existencia.

Yo decidí mirar hacia atrás y escarbar en lo más

profundo de la comprensión de mis propias experiencias

para aprender y mantener mi propio espacio lleno de luz.

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The Rules

The meaning of love could not determinate,

the illusion from our hearts, from all those

around to understand the formula, means not

to be slave from ourselves.

I'm not thinking about you baby! about you baby

right now, could not walk if you are with me,

in the colors I do like, in my own fantasy.

All this shit it´s so hot here! and I want more

and more, it´s your choice to be part,

It´s your choice to be in middle,

could you get off?. The thing is,

used it to be someone who love with out thinking.

Someone is hot, someone is horny, someone

like you know, i like make you know, as you know,

there it´s everything today, today to gain the game,

today to play the blame and you can loose everything,

taking care of myself, did you can get in?

Here are the rules, the rules "in" the rules there,

fuck the rules, because I'm coming from the unknown,

the unknown you know, I love with you, you with me,

sound like you around me for me, for you, with you.

Someone´s like it, the door is back, the dark

is there, you should try it, the love instead of

worst, love is the way, to follow the rules,

you got to decide, to lost, to win, everything

you want from me, and everything you lost from you,

will not give to you, the answer from this game,

the answers from my lips, the answers from yourself.

.

Beyond of Desire

I can´t shoot you again, leave me alone, where am i?

i am in rotation, walking slowly, descending through

this silence with elegance but sounds like pain, not

understanding, not resurrection, like meeting the

same strange and he want me today.

I can´t breath but feels ok, i do not understand but

I'm going to anywhere, feels like I have been here before,

the colors and textures are just the same, this is the

way I'm going to survive? I do not want to be.

I'm floating, this is absolutely beautiful and frozen,

my body is losing its way, I can see me everywhere

I do not want to think what I'm thinking, feels like you

do not have more time.

Do not stop thinking, why I'm feeling this way?, what´s

that over there?.... hey you! stop please, do not go!

I can´t remember you?, what are you? please,

let me move, do not do this, it hurt! my god, don't!

I´m melting me between burning and pain.

Im looking like a stone, what´s going on?

I'm floating again, how much time I'm going

to stay? I suppose you win,  I'm in rotation once

again, running away, always into the same place,

i can´t cry, i do not want to see me this way, I swear

if you let me get back... I will change everything.

The silence of the knowledge, out of light, just me

and no body else, describe the no form of my body,

soul and mind, there are no any associations from reality,

from the miracle of life.

Every one have their own cycle, do not turn off by

yourself your own light, try to arrive until the end,

this is not the only place you have to survive.

dedicated to Alexander Mcqueen

who committed suicide in London 2010